Here you will find fanfiction I wrote for the Supernatural fandom. Most of what I write focuses on John (and Sam), be it pre-series or s1-2. I tend to write a lot of AUs lately and I rarely venture into s4-6.
My personal canon doesn't include anything beyond s3, in my Supernatural world there are no angels, there is no Apocalypse and the Trickster is still a demi-god and one of the best and funniest characters I've ever seen on the show. There is no Adam, no demon-blood-addiction and no Dean crying on the hood of the Impala. If you're interested in any of this, you've come to the wrong place.
However, if you are, like me, interested in giving Sam a chance to get to know his father better via fanfiction, then you are more than welcome to cruise around my journal and read.
A word about friending, I don't necessarily friend people back who never speak a word to me, but I also don't mind that, if you want to keep an eye on my journal, just friend away!
I guess that's it. Have fun reading and leave me a note if you like what you read!
AUs not included
There and never back again || Sam || ~5,100 words || R (language) || Summer of Sam Love
posted on August 14th, 2011
There are episodes, periods of near-catatonic states when his reality turns red and so very, very cold his breath turns to ice in his lungs. When he is trapped in a memory that leaves him frozen, unable to make a sound. He drops like a stone then, Dean says; he goes down and doesn’t get up again, doesn’t move, doesn’t twitch for as long as it lasts. Sometimes he even stops breathing. Scares the shit out of his brother, but Sam can’t stop it. -- Sam tries to deal with what happened in The Cage and his life afterwards.
Wild is the wind || John, Missouri || ~1,000 words || PG 13
As soon as the real world becomes one with the night, he is lost. He puts the boys to bed, concentrating on staying with them, staying whole until they fall asleep. They need him and he is strong for them, is there with them. But once they drift off… -- John tries to deal.
Mary had been there, she had still been there, in their home, all those years, when he’d thought her gone and lost and dead. She had been there and he hadn’t known. They had moved away, had left her behind. Had left her alone. -- John struggles to understand what has happened.
posted on July 6th, 2011
The concept of time had always been difficult to grasp for him. -- John's life in a nutshell.
Here, wherever he was, he wasn't strong enough. He couldn't comprehend what was happening to him, there was no concept, no stability, no sense to this world. It was tearing him apart in every sense of the word. -- What happened when everything was supposed to be over, but wasn't.
Too little, too late || Dean, Sam, Bobby || ~6,400 words || PG 13 || AU, set after Everybody loves a clown
The boys try to deal with John's death and Sam realizes something about himself.
And the earth was reaped || Dean, Sam, Bobby || ~16,000 words || PG 13 || AU, set after All hell breaks loose 2
YE is dead, the Devil's Gate is open and the deal never happened. In a world suddenly swarming with demons our boys have to find a way to survive.
part 01 -- part 02 -- part 03 -- part 04 -- part 05 -- part 06 -- part 07 -- part 08 -- part 09 -- part 10
ARTWORK -- Banner 01 -- Banner 02
If you could only see || John, Dean, Sam, Bobby || ~44,100 words || PG 13 || AU, around season 1, WIP
A month before Sam could accept the free ride to Stanford he was cursed. That curse changed his life forever, he couldn't leave for college and was forced to stay with his family and continue hunting. But, if you ask him, that might not be the worst part about it.
Author's Notes -- part 01 -- part 02 -- part 03 -- part 04 -- part 05 -- part 06 -- part 07 -- part 08 -- part 09 -- part 10 -- part 11
ARTWORK -- Banner 01 -- Banner 02 -- Banner 03 -- Wallpaper 01
part 01 --
Bad moon rising || John, Sam || ~6,000 words || R || AU
posted on June 20th, 2011
A little too much nothing || Sam, Dean || ~3,900 words || PG 13 || tag to When the levee breaks
Dean finally gets what he wants and Sam meets someone at the panic room he hasn't met. Yet.
John, Sam, a vision. H/c of the fatherly kind.
For the second time in my life I'm forced to become someone that I'm not, Sam-the-hunter is slowly being rebuilt into Sam-the-demon and no matter how hard I fight against it, everybody keeps looking at me as if I have already lost.
Sam, Dean, a park. Craziness ensues. Enjoy!
That's what you get for saving your brothers, well, behind: A headache, too much time spent trapped in a place you don’t want to be and a ghost who just won’t let go.
John almost misses another one of those moments.
"I would want to hunt you, that's what family is for!" - Sam has a visitor in the panic room.
Sam is sick and Dean is there, that's all there is.
Sam is kidnapped but they get him back and everybody is happy everafter. Right? - My take on how Sam keeps going after everything that has happened to him (from s1-5).
What might have gone through Dean's head at the end of "You can't handle the truth".
What Alastair might have done to break Dean.
My take on how the brothers could reunite.
My take on where the amulet might have ended up and also how Dean might be dealing with the events of Swan Song.
Sam is sick and Dean isn't there. Or is he?
A hunt goes bad and John meets two strange hunters who help him out.
part 01 -- part 02
Sam really needs his brother and there is nothing he wouldn't do to get him back.
Note: It has been suggested that I put a tissue warning on this, so here it is: Keep tissues in close range!
What does Sam feel about certain aspects of his life now?
The boys are having a day off.
My take on what life could be like for the boys after everything is finally over, Bobby's POV.
Sam has nightmares. And they are bad.
His nose is itching. Lucifer is rising, they've just killed Ruby and Sam is drinking demon blood. And all he can think about is that is nose is itching.